The next test I've had was the HSG. What is the HSG do you say? Its a lovely little procedure. Let me tell you. There were no less than five people in the room while I was lying on a table in one of those thin hospital gowns. I know they "cover" but when you know you are in the nude underneath the thin cloth, your mind does the rest and well...it was embarrassing. Anyways, pretty much a special dye is shot up through the uterus and spills out the fallopian tubes. That part was kind of cool, I got to watch the live feed on the x ray machine. It was only a 5 minute procedure and I got to get dressed before talking with the doctor. By then I was only a little crampy. I am thankful because I have heard horror stories about the pain that comes along with the dye being forced through your reproductive system. The good news is, everything looked wonderful. NO blocked tubes, no adhesions from my c section or d&c. Big sigh of relief. Probably do another round of clomid next month. Then who knows. The patience is wearing thin. But thats okay, I am about ready to accept my fate either way and in life in general. Surrendering complete control is hard. We can do our best then let it rest. I've exhausted myself worrying, trying, and surviving. Everyone has a limit. God knows it. I wonder if that is the finish line? Hmmm.
