My 3 Angels

In the last 6 months, I have had three early miscarriages. One in August, then in November and this month, December. My questions are many as to why. But I have had many people tell me, that those babies will always be mine and I was chosen for this trial. I never thought it would be my trial, my first two kids are healthy and their pregnancies a breeze. So then, am I a bad mother? Do I not deserve anymore children. I surely hope that isn't the case even though this trial has tested me in every way possible. My tears come frequently and I have feel lost. But I have to keep faith and hope in Heavenly Father, that He knows what is best for me. We hope that we can trust in the Lord and that the doctors will be able to help us fix the problem soon so we can add to our eternal family. But to my three little angels  I will always love you.

Getting Ready for Christmas

We have been trying to get into the Christmas spirit, which has been a hard thing to do because we are going on our second week of being sick, first sore throats and colds, now ear aches and stomach bug. But we got a beautiful Christmas tree, it is our favorite tree so far that we have had. I have also been having some health issues that we hope can be cleared up soon and we are praying for a happy healthy Christmas, it is and has always been my favorite holiday. This year has been full of trials, but appreciating my blessings has always been the best medicine. Trying to stay positive.